Why does everything seem to happen to us?
Why do i allow myself to get stressed silly?
from not falling prego, to our tenants being absolute nightmares, to settlement approaching in 7 days and we dont know were we are moving to. piled on stop with recently quitting the fags. i dont know how on earth i am coping emotionally and physically. my body is also suffering from the stress. i think ive earned a whole new roll thanks to my emotional eating and laziness.
i just wish there was an easy fix to every issue. i wish i could blink and it would all seam to iron itself out. but no, i can and it wont. i need to find the motivation to arrange so much, get off my ass and pack this house up to move to an unknown location. so far i have done nothing this week, i look at the house n think where do i start. what do i do? pack this to then put it where? im going mentally blank right now. i wouldnt even class myself as insane as i dont think id even be able to find the motivation to be "insane".
what i would love to do, is go to bed tonight, wake up to a phone call in the morning from the real estate saying the keys have been handed in. SO then we can move in this weekend and problemo solved.
im dreaming right, i can only hope. hope is what is keeping me going. oh and chocolate
When it rains it pours hon. My parents are also in the same situation. They sold their place and bought new and now are still waiting around to move in, they might have to move in with me until the stupid tenants move out.
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